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The Night of the Gun (2009)

A reporter investigates the darkest story of his life. His own.

David Carr

rating good
type nonfiction/autobiography e-book
2021/02/27 Carr turns a harsh yet curious journalistic lens onto his own past, and the result is spectacular. He weaves together brutally honest interviews with the people around him on his journey with self-reflective, realistically limited insights and a perfectly tuned sense of gravity to produce a work of utmost authenticity.
  • You know what you know— what Descartes calls “the holy music of the self”
  • On addiction: “Absolution from end-stage chemical obsession tends to force otherwise faithless men to their knees.”
    • “In a broader sense, addiction can be enormously simplifying... It leads to a life that is, in a way, remarkably organized. What are we doing today? Exactly what we did yesterday, give or take.
  • Emerson’s credo: moderation in all things, especially moderation
  • On life going by so fast: “...I was terrified of missing anything. I wondered whether my own personal velocity, the mad to-ing and fro-ing of my everyday life, was a fearful response to the thought that life would get away from me.”
  • The fallibility of memory
  • “You can’t become normal by pretending you are.”